ME, MYSELF & I

When I was young I always thought I had to have friends, and I always thought that since they said that they were my friends that they would never do anything to harm me or do anything behind my back. My mom always told me that I didnt need anyone but GOD, it didnt hit me till high school freshman year. I always gave respect to people because I would want someone to give me some respect and it was just how I was raise. Freshman year I went to a high school where I didnt know many people because I wanted to go clear across town away from my middle school friends to play basketball, I had to make new friends again which isnt a problem from me, but the people that I pick just didnt have the same morales that I had. I have a had friends that talk behind my back or even paln attacks to jump me for some childish stuff. I even had a friend and a girlfriend mess around behind my back. Im not going to lie I have tough skin but that hit me really hard as a person that dont do anything to anybody. After that incident I rememeber what my mom said and finally stuck with that. I now watch people like a hawk in the sky. I always have a doubt when people say anything like "I promise or I swear" those words meant alot to me when people said that because I always felt that was words that you never say when you was lying, the friends that I keep in my inner circle now I know that they will be there for me and wont do things behind my back.